In this few days my feeling is quite calm and happy because i succesful make a D.I.Y birthday present give to her....i prepare this around two months time leh.....and this is my first time experience too to make the thing...I prepare the present in so long time actually is because of my BIG BIG hand lo..is quite difficult for me to do the paper star...Luckily,she was very like the gift and she say she will keep it well...We having our lunch in mc donald in last friday after she finished the meeting and i plan to celebrate her birthday early to give her this supprise one...She always tell me that i am a person
that don't know how to give supprise...but for me,i know that more important is to let her know about my wishes and effort in the gift to her,rather than to think that what kind of supprise to plan..~~I saw that she quite touching about my present and she descibe me as a inclination person"有心思的人"...and she will be appreciate the present and our friendship...^^For me too..i will be appreciate her too....I was very enjoy that i can become her truely friends..thanks to her....really..
Actually in last month,i already make a decision to confess my feeling to her.....although she no accepted,and she say that we getting know each other not so long,just less than 100 days,maybe this is not the actual feeling that i treat to her and she don't know how to differentiate between what is the actual feeling of love......but for me,i know that what is my feeling and i trust my feeling...Sometimes i am a kind of person that i don't know how to express myself especially when in front of the person that i like.....I also don't know why.I din't force her to accept me,but i just want to told her what i think in my heart in order to let her know.This is the first time i saw she cry,because she really getting shock that i fall in love to her......After the outing wit her on that day,for sure i was very upset with her answer that she give it to me...but when i think it deeply,i feel that i was so rushing in handle this kind of thing,maybe i need the time to prove everything...I want to thanks to Teck wee and Kah Wai that you two are willingly listen my story...thanks to both of you... Now for me,i din't think too much,because i know that my final is coming...i need to focus it on my study and also my 社服activity...
I started familarise the name as "ah maio",haha,some of the senior now also call me this name,and 社服people also like that..haha...i was also like the name that she give it to me before i entered upm ....
AH MIAO 加油！！
