ah maio life ^^

When i enter this blog again.i realized that i already around one month din't update my blog....Time is pass so fast,just a click of eyes,test 2 already over,and now the final is coming soon.....just in a period of exactly one month time....Just in one month more,i already step in the second semester in upm....

In this few days my feeling is quite calm and happy because i succesful make a D.I.Y  birthday present  give to her....i prepare this around two months time leh.....and this is my first time experience  too to make the thing...I prepare the present in so long time actually is because of my BIG BIG hand lo..is quite difficult for me to do the paper star...Luckily,she was very like the gift and she say she will keep it well...We having our lunch in mc donald in last friday after she finished the meeting and i plan to celebrate her birthday early to give her this supprise one...She always tell me that i am   a person

that don't know how to give supprise...but for me,i know that  more important is to let her know about  my wishes and effort in the gift to her,rather than to think that what kind of supprise to plan..~~I saw that she quite touching about my present and she descibe me as a inclination person"有心思的人"...and she will be appreciate the present and our friendship...^^For me too..i will be appreciate her too....I was very enjoy that i can become her truely friends..thanks to her....really..

Actually in last month,i already make a decision to confess my feeling to her.....although she no accepted,and she say that we getting know each other not so long,just less than 100 days,maybe this is not the actual feeling that i treat to her and she don't know how to differentiate between  what is the actual feeling of love......but for me,i know that what is my feeling and i trust my feeling...Sometimes i am a kind of person that i don't know how to express myself especially when in front of the person that i like.....I also don't know why.I din't force her to accept me,but i just want to told her  what i think in my heart in order to let her know.This is the first time i saw she cry,because she really getting shock that i fall in love to her......After the outing wit her on that day,for sure i was very upset with her answer that she give it to me...but when i think it deeply,i feel that i was so rushing in handle this kind of thing,maybe i need the time to prove everything...I want to thanks to Teck wee and Kah Wai that you two are willingly listen my story...thanks to both of you... Now for me,i din't think too much,because i know that my final is coming...i need to focus it on my study and also my 社服activity...

I started familarise the name as "ah maio",haha,some of the senior now also call me this name,and 社服people also like that..haha...i was also like the name that she give it to me before i entered upm ....

AH MIAO 加油！！

我在大学生活的日子and my lifes^^

当我重新进回这个blog时，我才发现到原来我已经很久没update了，哈哈。上次的update是在那时放假的时候。现在回想起来，回想起我以前为什么要进f6这条路，明知很多人都讲f6的路是很辛苦的，可是我还是下定决心要走下去。为了要为我妈妈争光，为了要感谢她对我的养育之恩，我已下定决心一定要上到本地大学，无论前面的路有多艰难，我都要勇敢的走下去。终于，时间过得很快，转眼f6就开课了，然后又转眼间我已经毕业了。然后又傻傻的等了那满长的九个月，让我进到了本地大专，upm。在一个完全不懂大学的生涯的一个人。在不知不觉中，我已经在这待了快两个月，在这短短的时间里，令我体会到很多东西。这让我知道原来大学生的生活是可以是这样的多姿多彩！从开学那天讲起，通过几天的orientation week里，让我认识到了很多来自不同地区的朋友。大家本来以前就是从不相识的直到我们认识到彼此，这些都是上天所赐给我们的缘份，也因为是这个缘份，让我认识到你这位朋友，雪慧。。你拥有一个潜能，那就是你那甜美又善良的笑容能另身边的人都开心，跟你相处我觉得很舒服，是真的。。我是这么认为的啦！！哈哈。。还有的就是我也很开心能认识到我现在的roomate，文俊，你是一位可爱的roomate，更想不到的是我们竟然是同年同月生，真是巧啊。。哈哈！过了那所谓的orientation week后，我就开始了上课生涯。。讲真的，刚开始是怕有点不习惯，因为毕竟已停学了整整九个月！！这个sem的lecturer讲真的我不是很满意，因为他们多数都只是随意的带过课程并没有像以前我们的老师那样解释道我们明白为止。"In university is no more spoon feeding,all must depend on yourself,lecturer are just your guideline only"这句话以前有人对我说过，我当时还是不相信，可是现在不到我不信了。。渐渐的，我在这里慢慢习惯了k12的生活，慢慢开始习惯搭上巴士，（虽然每次都要争上巴士到我的faculty，哈哈！！）这里的se
nior个个都很好，我开始感受到这里的亲切感和温暖。在这里唯一我参加过最大型的活动莫过于pesta tanglung 咯。这是令我最难忘的一个活动。因为通过这个活动，我从中学习了团体精神的重要性。无论一项活动的概念或者行程有多么的精彩和创意，可是如果没有大家的努力和团队精神，都是不会举办得成功的。那当然，这个pesta搞到很成功，哈哈，我们k12 主席还第一次掉男儿泪呢~~在这两个月里，我家里是发生了少许事情，这也令我感到很担忧家里的状况。我会担心我妈妈的手到底有没有好转，但心家里是否足不足够家用，但心哥哥们的工做状况，还有很多很多.......

在通过某些管道，我参加了社服集训营，在这个营里可说是我印象最深刻的一个！！哈哈，为什么这么说呢，因为在我还没到达目的地的时候，就在那serdang的ktm站，我不小心掉了手机，我很感谢嘉洛师兄愿意和我一起找回我的手机，虽然最后还是找不到，可是我真的要非常感谢你。。在等了一个小时多的ktm后，终于到达了目的地。所谓一波未停，一波又起，在下午短暂休息的时候，我就有如以前那样拿起我的水瓶，在喝下水的那个时候，我突然感觉到我嘴唇的刺痛感，我在看清楚，原来我的水瓶盖是充满了蚂蚁，还是红色的。过了不久，我的嘴唇就开始肿了。哈哈。那天真的是倒霉的一天。。T.T....、。。可是我没后悔过来这个集训营因为这是个很有意思的一个camp。在camp我写了一封要对我妈妈说了很久的话，妈妈，我真的是很感谢你这么多年来对我们的不离不弃，如果没有你，就不会有今天今日的我。。

我在大学的日子………………UPM^^

经过慢长的九个月等待入进大学的日子，很快的就已经等到开学的到来。。。就这样我在大学生活了一个星期！感觉还真的很不错。在这里我认识到了来自不同区的朋友，有来自sarawak,seremban,johor,sabah,kepong,kedah....还有很多。。真的没想到大学生活是多么的多姿多彩。有些朋友在fb认识的尽然都碰到面。。。^^.有些认识到的朋友就有如senior所说的好像认识了很久的老朋友虽然只是认识到几天而已。。。在这几天里已经开始上课了，有些lecturer ok可是有些就好像不会speaking...哈哈。。。在习惯下吧。。。明天就要回去了，在做最后冲刺吧，加油！！！